Daily Extended for February 26, 2009 (Today)
Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21
Overview
You've been working awfully hard to avoid getting into any conflicts with someone you care about, but today it could start to feel like the effort required to keep doing that might be more than you can bear. You have to prepare yourself for the possibility that you two could argue. There is no need to be afraid -- you just need to be prepared. First of all, focus on facts. Do your research and arm yourself with the evidence you need to prove your point.
Great. How accurate stupid horoscopes are. I wanted to not fight with her. It wasn't worth losing her to something so stupid like this. And now even when I say sorry it doesnt work. Ah dammit. What the hell did I just do. OH I KNOW: I just lost my childhood best friend (she's still the best friend presently; even if she doesn't think of us as friends any longer) to something completely stupid and retarded. And you know what it took to get me to finally see the freaking light? Washing dishes. T.T What I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry Emily. I truely am completely 100% sorry.
Yes. I can be a bitch. And yes. You know it too, being the bitch is the only thing I know how to be whenever I'm upset. (well and when I'm talking to someone that I dont like.) I got annoyed and yes I got sarcastic with you. It's just how I am whenever I get hurt. You should know, you know me better than anyone else.
I'm sorry.
(Oh jeez Em, I'm swallowing my big ass pride) that has to count for something yea yea yea? :DD
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Daily Extended for February 27, 2009
Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21
Overview
It is a good day to start something -- especially a new relationship! Whether it's a business partnership, a new friendship, or even a new romance, it is highly likely to be successful and long-lasting. As long as you stay relaxed and easy-going today, you'll have all the charm you need to draw people to you. So even if you're a bit nervous, smile and crack a joke. Show people that you are at ease around them, and they will be more at ease around you.
I'm doing it tomorrow. I have to. I'm doing it for me. Supposedly positive result tomorrow. I just hope it works out.
I'm laying my pride all out for him. I just hope that he won't step all over it and tear it up in front of me.
I sincerly hope he isn't like that.
I never know now do I? (: I'll do it. I swear to myself. I have to. Just for me.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
I suppose.
Bigger font ftw (: for those with vision problemoos.
I think theres something clearly wrong with me. Why is it that everytime some nice guy comes around I feel myself being attracted to him? PFFT. Something is wrong. I dont know. Overanalization of everything always screws me over and bites me in the ass. Kinda sad yea I know. So people say: just stop overanalyzing then. Ha. Easy for you to say.
People say that I have confidence. Many people say that I tell it like it is. My best friends say that Im not afraid to do whatever the hell I want to do. In so many cases, I suppose that they are right. Im adventurous and I just love to try new things. Even if they're scary. Or possibly life threatening LOL.
Anyway. Why is it that sometimes I feel like Im being fake? I personally consider myself to be as uhhh...not fake that I can possibly be? I dont know how to phrase that properly. But seriously. Im only fake to those that I hate and are SUPPOSED to like. But lately I just dont know. The people who matter most to me: my friends, my family and people that I generally care about; they cant even see it when I feel like shit and I just have to talk to someone. Well actually, some can tell and Im rediculously grateful for her (: *cough* 2 people actually. A&E <3
I guess what Im saying is just that. Most of the people who know me best (probably even better than I know myself). If they cant see the big act Im putting up, who can really see it. Id like people to see me for who I truely am. Yea. I can be the big ass bitch who gets in your face but really. Even I have feelings. (hard to believe for some of you, I know (:) I cant stand it when someone I care about hates me. I may act like I dont but I seriously do. Bothers the living heck out of me. If I could give less about that person then who cares if he/she hates me? :DD
I just feel like Im losing myself sometimes. Losing myself to my alternate personality that's taking over. Losing myself to the side that people assume that I am 100% of the time. Losing me to me.
Shit. How dramatic. Buhhbyee. (: <3
I think theres something clearly wrong with me. Why is it that everytime some nice guy comes around I feel myself being attracted to him? PFFT. Something is wrong. I dont know. Overanalization of everything always screws me over and bites me in the ass. Kinda sad yea I know. So people say: just stop overanalyzing then. Ha. Easy for you to say.
People say that I have confidence. Many people say that I tell it like it is. My best friends say that Im not afraid to do whatever the hell I want to do. In so many cases, I suppose that they are right. Im adventurous and I just love to try new things. Even if they're scary. Or possibly life threatening LOL.
Anyway. Why is it that sometimes I feel like Im being fake? I personally consider myself to be as uhhh...not fake that I can possibly be? I dont know how to phrase that properly. But seriously. Im only fake to those that I hate and are SUPPOSED to like. But lately I just dont know. The people who matter most to me: my friends, my family and people that I generally care about; they cant even see it when I feel like shit and I just have to talk to someone. Well actually, some can tell and Im rediculously grateful for her (: *cough* 2 people actually. A&E <3
I guess what Im saying is just that. Most of the people who know me best (probably even better than I know myself). If they cant see the big act Im putting up, who can really see it. Id like people to see me for who I truely am. Yea. I can be the big ass bitch who gets in your face but really. Even I have feelings. (hard to believe for some of you, I know (:) I cant stand it when someone I care about hates me. I may act like I dont but I seriously do. Bothers the living heck out of me. If I could give less about that person then who cares if he/she hates me? :DD
I just feel like Im losing myself sometimes. Losing myself to my alternate personality that's taking over. Losing myself to the side that people assume that I am 100% of the time. Losing me to me.
Shit. How dramatic. Buhhbyee. (: <3
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Random Thoughts.
Taken from a good friend: "A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg, even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." -Christina Lee
So. One of my friends say that I recycle boys. Pfft. I personally don't think so. Ohkay. He didn't say that exactly. But he did say that I go through boys like I go through water. However. I beg to differ. 2 guys. One per semester. Is that too much? Jeebus.
Anyway. One of my other friends think too much. I think its the cutest thing ever since after all hes a guy, and we all know that boys dont usually think ;] yea? For a boy, he thinks quite a bit. For anyone really, he thinks quite a lot. I always thought that girls were the only one who gossiped and like overanalyzed what a certain member of the opposite sex did that day. However, judging from the guys at our school? Boys gossip a LOT. And I truely mean a lot. Much more than we do if I had to say so myself. I don't know. I still stand by my idea: that all boys should come with their own User's Manuel. Wouldn't life be soo much easier?
For once I finished all my homework. AT HOME. I have to say. I'm kinda extremely proud of myself. My philosophy: do first period homework at home. Leave the rest for school- second period's in first. Third's in second. Fourth in third. And sixth during lunch.
Anyway. Life is complicated. But I appreciate it. Greatly.
Boys are retarded. But without them, life wouldn't be interesting.
G'night (:
So. One of my friends say that I recycle boys. Pfft. I personally don't think so. Ohkay. He didn't say that exactly. But he did say that I go through boys like I go through water. However. I beg to differ. 2 guys. One per semester. Is that too much? Jeebus.
Anyway. One of my other friends think too much. I think its the cutest thing ever since after all hes a guy, and we all know that boys dont usually think ;] yea? For a boy, he thinks quite a bit. For anyone really, he thinks quite a lot. I always thought that girls were the only one who gossiped and like overanalyzed what a certain member of the opposite sex did that day. However, judging from the guys at our school? Boys gossip a LOT. And I truely mean a lot. Much more than we do if I had to say so myself. I don't know. I still stand by my idea: that all boys should come with their own User's Manuel. Wouldn't life be soo much easier?
For once I finished all my homework. AT HOME. I have to say. I'm kinda extremely proud of myself. My philosophy: do first period homework at home. Leave the rest for school- second period's in first. Third's in second. Fourth in third. And sixth during lunch.
Anyway. Life is complicated. But I appreciate it. Greatly.
Boys are retarded. But without them, life wouldn't be interesting.
G'night (:
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