What did I just do.

Daily Extended for February 26, 2009 (Today)
Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21
Overview
You've been working awfully hard to avoid getting into any conflicts with someone you care about, but today it could start to feel like the effort required to keep doing that might be more than you can bear. You have to prepare yourself for the possibility that you two could argue. There is no need to be afraid -- you just need to be prepared. First of all, focus on facts. Do your research and arm yourself with the evidence you need to prove your point.
Great. How accurate stupid horoscopes are. I wanted to not fight with her. It wasn't worth losing her to something so stupid like this. And now even when I say sorry it doesnt work. Ah dammit. What the hell did I just do. OH I KNOW: I just lost my childhood best friend (she's still the best friend presently; even if she doesn't think of us as friends any longer) to something completely stupid and retarded. And you know what it took to get me to finally see the freaking light? Washing dishes. T.T What I'm trying to say is that I'm sorry Emily. I truely am completely 100% sorry.

Yes. I can be a bitch. And yes. You know it too, being the bitch is the only thing I know how to be whenever I'm upset. (well and when I'm talking to someone that I dont like.) I got annoyed and yes I got sarcastic with you. It's just how I am whenever I get hurt. You should know, you know me better than anyone else.

I'm sorry.

(Oh jeez Em, I'm swallowing my big ass pride) that has to count for something yea yea yea? :DD
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Daily Extended for February 27, 2009
Scorpio
10/23 – 11/21
Overview
It is a good day to start something -- especially a new relationship! Whether it's a business partnership, a new friendship, or even a new romance, it is highly likely to be successful and long-lasting. As long as you stay relaxed and easy-going today, you'll have all the charm you need to draw people to you. So even if you're a bit nervous, smile and crack a joke. Show people that you are at ease around them, and they will be more at ease around you.

I'm doing it tomorrow. I have to. I'm doing it for me. Supposedly positive result tomorrow. I just hope it works out.

I'm laying my pride all out for him. I just hope that he won't step all over it and tear it up in front of me.

I sincerly hope he isn't like that.

I never know now do I? (: I'll do it. I swear to myself. I have to. Just for me.